i been listening to the guy from the last lecture for the past few days, just searching.. finding words to relate to in my own life..

and he says something about.. if a person is not riding you or being harsh or hard on you anymore is because they have given up on you..AND thats when you have to worry about yourself, cause that person no longer cares for you.(basically YOU have to think what you did or did not do)

for me, giving up on people is really hard..and there...

some low blows in e-mails these past few days, have me really pissed off.

the channels are not working! and i'm prepared at all cost to do what it takes! SO BACK UP!

i miss reading this peom. i always liked it.

Poem lyrics of The Freedom Of The Moon by Robert Frost.

I've tried the new moon tilted in the air
Above a hazy tree-and-farmhouse cluster
As you might try a jewel in your hair.
I've tried it fine with little breadth of luster,
Alone, or in one ornament combining
With one first-water start almost shining.

I put it shining anywhere I please.
By walking slowly...

i'm up making things, and so far so good. sorry for the blurry pics new cam phone.

"free at last free at last.. thank GOD ol' mighty i am FREE at last!!"

edit... cause i have to many issue's.