at first i was told stories, and they kind of scared me.. i wasn't sure if i wanted to talk to her, cause the stupid things that come out of my mouth..

when i first met her, she really took a liking to us, least it felt.. but my trust in people was very slim, took time to realize SHE and her family are cut from a totally different fabric, then most i have known.. and because of her kindness she has raised such a beautiful family and to welcome us with open arms made me cry a few times.....

WHEN.. everything is set up i hope to have pictures to show you all. today i am taking one of the kids for a haircut and buying some sand, my new mother in law has bought the most beautifulest cake topper, my friend is going to try her artistic hand and making my cake, we all ready decided on design..I just hope she does a great job!! i'm sure she will..

from this day on, i promise to look forward and find the beauty of the situation.. i will be the person on the outside.. that i am on the inside.

i will smile daily, because i am in love and soon to be new hubby is in love with me. My children are happy, and for the most part healthy in spirit and mind! and i comfort thier soul! to make the right choices and be the women i know they can be.

My choice is to leavea legacy of my life, so when i am talk about.. words...