I haven't written in my blog for a long time. I am usually an avid blogger. It's just after the particularly shit experience I had elsewhere, I kinda went off it I guess.

How the hell can I even begin to express what I have been going through lately? So much stress and craziness. I have discovered some things that have disappointed me. I feel trapped and helpless. I want to do something happy; something that makes me feel good.

Sometimes I just feel so misunderstood....

OK, so after a day or so of being completely angsty and expecting only the worst, I’m calm again. Or at least I’m not freaking out. Alex and I are still talking and we hung out last night. Again, it was a spur of the moment thing. We were chatting and then he said he felt like an icy and said he might go out to the Lemon Ice King of Corona. I’ve heard of it, but didn’t know where it was. He said it was close to where I lived. Hehehe…I didn’t even realize he was hinting at hanging out until...