Aside from some photos of some baked goods, I had not blogged in ages. Just had been feeling numb and bleah about most things. This past weekend however, has been one of the sweetest times I've had in a very long while.

Friday night, I had decided to just skip gym. I was tired, pissy and I just wanted to take a break. I ended up going home, finishing off an entire contained of vodka & jello…which I pretty much paid for the rest of the night and the next day. From now on…no more booze...

some lady in the home depot, she had a kid same age as mine.. why do you suppose people still stare at you when surrounded by husband and kids.. wasn't an i'm curious look you'd think after 13+yrs of being around asian people, i would know how to decipher these stares.. so i decided to walk to my husband and ask him,the typical "wife" questions.. "Babe.. do we need this?" or "are we finished?" while still being stared at.. i guess him calling me "honey" really toped her cake.. i suppose his fluent...

so.. i have to clean this morning.. putting away all kinds of stuff making hair appointments that i didn't get done through the week.. haircuts are expensive exspecially if you have nice hair!! i found a solon that is perfect for us all and who understands ethnic hair. will be on and off all day, trying to catch up on what i missed.

last week was so hectic, had crazy anxiety.. and this week i can't sleep cause i'm trying to download/process last week..i been running around like chicken with my head cut off..

i have tried to sit and relax and tell about the good things that happen, but with out pictures.. almost everything is a blur.. i am sure glad i get to have them for memories..

Oh thought off the top of my head, while passing the floor in thought... cause thats what i do to figure out my problems.....

so the airforce ball is september 6th. and god knows i forgot about it, so i had to quickly order myself something to wear, last year i went.. and the erra was based around the 1940's even tho i didnt take much picture's i looked kinda nice.. so this year i plan to try to take more..

Wedding Pic CD has been droped in the mail!!! will have them shortly.

meanwhile, here is what i bought..




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