There's a youtube video that i created, using scenes from the movie called The Lover. I want ot share it with everyone here, but i'm not sure where to post the video; Triple XXX forum because of the sex scene? Or the appreciation thread? I wasn't trying to make porn or anything of the kind, i was trying to bring out the emotions so to speak, the feeling of sadness, of isolation during the sex scene. Here's a link to the video, and please let me know.Post script: I think this is one of the good videos...

I'm honestly not sure what i'll use this blog for, maybe to post the youtube videos i created or maybe for stories. I don't know. For a little more htan a year, i've known this guy from Thailand named Tee. I had a crush on him for a bit, and few days ago i learned that he was going back to Thailand permanently. Because he was leaving, i confessed my feelings for him. Yeah, he rejected me, but i think over time my feelings have faded. Today, i might've spent one final day with him. I didn't feel...

i am just waiting for all the pics to show up in my inbox, but everything was beautiful.. i didnt get the flowers i wanted or ordered BUT that was the biggest problem of the day.. even tho i was p'ed off and wanted to chuck them in my back yard, i took a few deep breath's and tore apart the bouquet with my new hubby to be's help and fixed our problem ( even if i hated the flowers i made it work)we got married the afternoon of 8/8/08.

little one had to go into ER last night for a...

and do you know where your family is???

hmmm people are late! dunno if i will post again later, if i get a chance i will.. i didnt wake up happy lol..

my face is puffy.

SO i posted a few blogs back what i thought i was getting till my friend wigged out on me so i told her i am OK with what ever she comes up with here's the plan .. and here it is..



least it will match my pillow.

and by the way this cake is free.