mid morning ranting.

i had the little one's twin friends over last night, left me a pile of dishes to wash this morning cause O and her friend come home later then i thought they would and last minute asked for her stay the night i said yes, so i was up this morning doing dishes/cooking and emptying the pool all at the same time.. when i asked for some help all i got from them was a "what for!?" .. i said GIRL you better MOVE your tail! haha.. so they actually helped finishing the pool and filling it up for me..

yesterday, i was looking at myself in the mirror.. ( what a surprise) and i was thinking about HOW i been aging.. and i realize i am pretty much going to look the same when i am 40.. less then 9yrs from now..

i was watching Oprah some weeks back and they had those self help health guru's on.. and they say, if you want to KEEP your plan it doent hurt to keep inspiration around you daily..

This year, i plan to shed some weight and add on some muscle.. i realize having youth is a gift, but i still have to work at it.. i have so many avenue's to explore now that i have oppertunity.

it's time to live life.. and stop watching life being lived around me.. i did my job in rearing the kids to school age, mentally they are sound.. physically i can do no more for thier health what happens now.. happens i can only practice healthier idea's.(meaning other people will have a hand in molding their minds, and they are not totally defenseless)

i imagine the next 9yrs is going to be worth growing into.. i smile at my future. my heart is full..