i am proud of myself, and i will continue my journey.. the best part about this i did it alone.

i am living a beautiful life..THAT is what truely gives me joy.

so the past few nights i been trying to sleep.. only to wake up to what feels like.. "wind" passing over me, took me hours to fall back to sleep then scared that i fell asleep and didn't know it.. hard when your S/O is away. but i am occupied enough.. i think the strange phone calls, have my mind going..

also, i have had 2 dreams about hurricane's in the past month.. and it always involves chad, i suppose cause he's the weather man it bothers me..

the first dream i...