dress'N hair.

took my dress yesterday for alterations, for the past month i have had nightmares over this dress, and the other night i had a nightmare about my hair.. i had cut it all off again last year from stress, and its finally growing back and enough to pin up for the wedding.. even with that fear and went and had my hair highlighted and JUST a trim this morning, i explained to the lady what was going on, and she agree'd this would be the best thing for now..

I am still not sure about the color, i may end up still with a bottle of red hair dye by the end of the month if it doesn't grow on me.. My dress is Ivory and some rhinestone's just under the bust line, its was more A-line and i had her bring that in as well, so it became more form fitting... i have my Ivory shoes with a rhinestone buckle, and a tearra to match! some Ivory shell flowered hair pins.. i have no idea WHY im so nervous.. sometimes, i think cause i'm just not use to having beautiful things in my life.

I have so much more to work on, all of my girlfriends are scatterd about and keep forgetting to make time for me..

I'm not hurt about it,just i want to get this crap done.. like yesterday, and i have barely even started..thats why i went ahead and got the dress alterd by myself.

i have more anxeity everyday..

my dress, http://gojane.com/15338.html