lazy day!
Posted 07-05-2008 at 09:19 AM by BleuDi
hopefully.. i will get some cleaning done and upload all the pic's we took!
i saw tons of people yesterday, even my old mentor/high school teacher, we had been communicating(e-mail) more since this past september!! he was just as surprised as i was.. just walking, right by him.. then i steped back and said WOW! and the biggest hug came afterwards. LOTS of story's he can tell my kids.. i kind of smiled and said LET's move on!! haha.. i love that man.
(just like a father)
i expected to see certain people while out and about yesterday.. i kept pep talking myself, and reminding myself to keep my hands to myself.. all will work out in the end!! i just dont want to snap IF they ever approuched my kids, and i not know about it! (so GOD give me strength!)
i plan to relax all day!! but.. i know i can't for to long.. i have things in the house to do.
i hate when i write in public blogs i can't give to much detail except for just bits and pieces about my emotional life.. i don't even think i tell 3/4 of my thoughts..
things that matter things that don't!
i have such a rare and complicated life, the people who dont know me.. think i'm to abstract.. and the people WHO do know me, tell me to find away to ignore it all and move on.. i try, I also think.. people who live in glass houses should not cast stone's.
i find my center better then most.
i saw tons of people yesterday, even my old mentor/high school teacher, we had been communicating(e-mail) more since this past september!! he was just as surprised as i was.. just walking, right by him.. then i steped back and said WOW! and the biggest hug came afterwards. LOTS of story's he can tell my kids.. i kind of smiled and said LET's move on!! haha.. i love that man.
(just like a father)
i expected to see certain people while out and about yesterday.. i kept pep talking myself, and reminding myself to keep my hands to myself.. all will work out in the end!! i just dont want to snap IF they ever approuched my kids, and i not know about it! (so GOD give me strength!)
i plan to relax all day!! but.. i know i can't for to long.. i have things in the house to do.
i hate when i write in public blogs i can't give to much detail except for just bits and pieces about my emotional life.. i don't even think i tell 3/4 of my thoughts..
things that matter things that don't!
i have such a rare and complicated life, the people who dont know me.. think i'm to abstract.. and the people WHO do know me, tell me to find away to ignore it all and move on.. i try, I also think.. people who live in glass houses should not cast stone's.
i find my center better then most.
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On that last part I actually understand. Public blog only allow so much of what you are feeling and thinking to be revealed and to some that know you they can sometimes judge without thinking of themselves and their situations.
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