hardest news.
Posted 07-08-2008 at 08:35 AM by BleuDi
i woke up this morning to a mesg, in my yahoo inbox.. titled my friends kids name.. i thought i was going to open it, to see.. the child had died.. but yet i opened it to read.. Cheyanne Yerim, has been diagnosed as Leukemia (ALL type pre-B) June 21, 2008
so, i am just in shock, sitting here crying.. this is a little girl i use to love to play with as a baby. Even shared Ava's things with her and her mom. They are seeing the bright side the disease is curable, and Ryan wont get deployed to Iraq.
i replied with sorrow and support.. i asked what i needed to do to get tested, and if they needed anything to let me know.. California is a HUGE place! so if anyone is out there..and you want to save a life. Donate Blood today!! not sure how the marrow donation works but look into that as well.
sometimes, i feel i don't have enough body parts to go around.. my kidney is taken by my own daughter when the times comes.. i just pray, to help who i can as i can.
well.. i can't stop crying, so i am going to go.
so, i am just in shock, sitting here crying.. this is a little girl i use to love to play with as a baby. Even shared Ava's things with her and her mom. They are seeing the bright side the disease is curable, and Ryan wont get deployed to Iraq.
i replied with sorrow and support.. i asked what i needed to do to get tested, and if they needed anything to let me know.. California is a HUGE place! so if anyone is out there..and you want to save a life. Donate Blood today!! not sure how the marrow donation works but look into that as well.
sometimes, i feel i don't have enough body parts to go around.. my kidney is taken by my own daughter when the times comes.. i just pray, to help who i can as i can.
well.. i can't stop crying, so i am going to go.
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I wish I had the words. I always want to donate blood (never asked about bone marrow) but I'm always rejected. I wish your friend's child and the whole family the best.
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thanks! last night.. i wrote her again, i said..
still thinking about you! .. i sat here just now, thinking and praying for you all, and then it hit me.. like a simple answer. IF you and Ryan didnt adopt her, she wouldn't have a fighting chance! .. so please don't be hard on yourself, because if you think about it.. no matter what happens YOU and RYAN.. and little JOSEPH.. saved her life probably more then once and given her the most precious gift of all a little child can have.. and thats a "FAMILY" .. i told myself many things, and the times i would pray to GOD, i told him i didnt care how he let me keep Ava i just wanted her to live anyway i can get her.. I dont want to make you cry, sorry if i do.. but i been crying alot today for your family. I learned.. i rather of lived these past 5yrs getting to know Ava, because.. i have seen the miracle and sparkle in her eyes.. and the beauty life brings to her.. my wish my prayer, is you learn this peace.. just hug her and hold her. i love you guys so much!! (hopefully, things will work out.) |
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Updated 07-09-2008 at 03:58 PM by BleuDi |
