YouTube - The Prince of Egypt-there can be miracles

i'm going to finish putting up my decorations and get away from this computer.. i checked my mail and come across this vid on yahoo..

YouTube - British Teen Refuses Heart Transplant

i don't even.. want to wrap my mind in this little girls world. sorry i put it out here.. but i had to get what i just saw out of my head.

i had a slow start, with all things i have to do.. and half of my communication through the computer i had to transfer most things to access from my phone.. and get shoping done for the weekend stay at the hospital, and all the things for christmas are out already, and i couldn't help but think.. is this our last one?? I always think positive.. but i have to face reality sooner or later. so... i kept looking for things to keep the smile on her face.. the encouragement and the strength she has to...

yep.. went in today for some test, and i have to be there on friday.. yeah thats my life.. also just had my oldest a hearing aid mold done today.. apparently this is congentital too WITH the other side of her ear showing signs of hearingloss now.. i don't think my nightmare will end.

I take orders from a higher power, mainly cause it's earned..

when i went to church today, the talk was about the rightious person.. and no matter WHO we are, we will be no more rightious in the future then what we already are..

so you seen..i have been defined as a rightous person since the day i was born, my soul reminds me daily of it..

but i'm learning to be more spirited, cause when you walk in the spirit.. looking away from other people and their...