So I am taking time off again. Will return again.

Personal reasons always get to me.

So I got up early this morning to have a talk with the "Pastor". It went well and I was received well until I brought up the issue of exclusivity within certain events i/e The Turkey Bowl.

Apparently, some people thought it would be a good idea to have it as invitation only. Therefore, I and others who didn't hear about the event would be excluded. Out of sight and out of mind. So I brought it up to Carissa... within the group, I didn't think it was right for an event that was once...

So I was thinking today... We often deal with this emotion, quite frequently when dealing with separation from one that we have loved. And what are we to do when the one in our minds has moved on to another?

I remember the day I found out that Hector had begun dating another girl and the old feelings of rejection rose from within me. He moved on because apparently I wasn't pretty enough... Good enough... Sexy enough... Strong enough... Vibrant enough... Driven enough... for him to...

Heartache takes time to heal. Vent, scream, cry, and talk to someone who won't judge you for your mistakes. You are human: fallible and imperfect. Talk and let the other person listen. Surround yourself with positive people who will build you up with their words, rather than tear you down by telling you that you were stupid.

You were not stupid. You were being what is called a human.

People often forget that. More people need to show compassion to those who are hurting...

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