nikki is my best friend , she has been there when i had nothing. she always stood with me, and stood up for me, i have a great respect and love for this girl. she is so smart, and beautiful. i'm also very sad for her because her parents died when she was a young teenager. so she has been working her ass off to suport herself ever since. even went homless for a while. i rarely get to see her , i work 2 jobs, and she works alot of overtime at her 1 job. she never can do anyhing for herself. i stop...

...sigh...its peaceful at 1:41 in the morning...not so noisy...you can think about...stuff..., but its getting to cold to sit outside...oh well...

ok so i usualy don't use these things on sites, but hey i don't usualy talk about myself to my friends, and i've been thinking that in my chats i tend to do it alot. this makes me angry . i try to change certin things about myself, if i find something i don't like i change it. it may take time, and but i want to decided who i am, not accept everything. i know people who complain about their lives and say they can't change it ""well thats just who i am"" , if your not happy change the situation,...

By Maya Angelou.. I know why the cage bird sings. least i'm hoping to find it other then the poem form.

I keep reading her biography she seems like such an interesting woman.. i think when you are searching for inspiration outside of what you know books are the way to turn, and each time i end up at Maya.

Know Why the Caged Bird Sings


The free bird leaps
on the back of the win
and floats downstream
till the current...

Mostly i like the owners, they are doing something they love.. and encourage other people to love it too.

they are very easy to train with, and i already knew just about everything when it came to stock/inventory/cooking/food prep. fresh baking everyday salad and wraps.. basically you make it, stock it to be sold that day, and move on with another project while the front person or me, works the cash register.

i had this yummy chicken salad sandwhich on a croissant,...